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Monday, June 3, 2019

CONFIDENT TRUST IN THE Lord Christ Jesus NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS: Why you never get deliverance once for all time ! and Why you are filled with Guilt and Shame !

Greetings Child of God !!

This is intended for you believer, especially the one who has been a born again Christian for a long time and whenever you go to pray you either get no deliverance or your deliverance is quite insignificant or the opposite of your expectations. 

This is also intended for you believer who believes that you worship in the correct way, yet you now have found yourself in a state of rage, you are filled with guilt and doubt, you feel ashamed yet you still can not point to exactly why you feel the guilt and shame.

Father Yahweh, bless your child that is present here this time. Bless this child to confidently trust in the Lord Christ Jesus regardless of this chid's situation, for LORD we do not worship in exchange for you to provide for us for you are aware of all our troubles and needs, rather we worship to seek your mercy. 

Child of God, you found yourself praying and worshipping with this church led by a certain person. You came to worship with this church because you heard that the person leading the flock in worship is an Anointed man of God. You take decision to worship with this church because you want God to give you something since there is an anointing you have heard about, and yet that is all you want from that church, you never go to worship because you confidently trust in the Lord, nor want to have a solid relationship with the Lord.  

Child of God, in case this has been happening in your life, the Lord has answered you.   Know why you are guilty, know why you are ashamed. 

Child of God, allow to be guided by the Holy Spirit and be guided by the scriptures:

Hebrews 10:1-39        Be made holy by the sacrifice of Christ Once for all time
10:1 For the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very image of the things, can never with those sacrifices which they offered year by year continually make the comers thereunto perfect. 10:2 For then would they not have ceased to be offered? because that the worshippers once purged should have had no more conscience of sins. 10:3 But in those sacrifices there is a remembrance again made of sins every year. 10:4 For it is not possible that the blood of bulls and of goats should take away sins. 10:5 Wherefore when he cometh into the world, he saith, Sacrifice and offering thou wouldest not, but a body hast thou prepared me: 10:6 In burnt offerings and sacrifices for sin thou hast had no pleasure. 10:7 Then said I, Lo, I come  (in the volume of the book it is written of me,) to do thy will, O God. 10:8 Above when he said, Sacrifice and offering and burnt offerings and offering for sin thou wouldest not, neither hadst pleasure therein; which are offered by the law; 10:9 Then said he, Lo, I come to do thy will, O God. He taketh away the first, that he may establish the second. 10:10 By the which will we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all. 10:11 And every priest standeth daily ministering and offering oftentimes the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins: 10:12 But this man, after he had offered one sacrifice for sins for ever, sat down on the right hand of God; 10:13 from henceforth expecting till his enemies be made his footstool. 10:14 For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified. 10:15 Whereof the Holy Ghost also is a witness to us: for after that he had said before, 10:16 This is the covenant that I will make with them after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them; 10:17 And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more. 10:18 Now where remission of these is, there is no more offering for sin. 10:19 Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus,  10:20 By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh; 10:21 And having an high priest over the house of God; 10:22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water. 10:23 Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; (for he is faithful that promised;) 10:24 And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: 10:25 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching. 10:26 For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins, 10:27 But a certain fearful looking for judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the adversaries. 10:28 He that despised Moses' law died without mercy under two or three witnesses: 10:29 Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace? 10:30 For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people. 10:31 It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. 10:32 But call to remembrance the former days, in which, after ye were illuminated, ye endured a great fight of afflictions; 10:33 Partly, whilst ye were made a gazingstock both by reproaches and afflictions; and partly, whilst ye became companions of them that were so used. 10:34 For ye had compassion of me in my bonds, and took joyfully the spoiling of your goods, knowing in yourselves that ye have in heaven a better and an enduring substance. 10:35 Cast not away, therefore, your confidence, which hath great recompence of reward. 10:36 For ye have need of patience, that, after ye have done the will of God, ye might receive the promise. 10:37 For yet a little while and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry. 10:38 Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him. 10:39 But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition, but of them, that believe to the saving of the soul.

Jeremiah 16:14-21      Perseverance, Hope and Prayer for Confidence
16:14 Therefore, behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that it shall no more be said, The Lord liveth, that brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt; 16:15 But, The Lord liveth, that brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north, and from all the lands whither he had driven them: and I will bring them again into their land that I gave unto their fathers. 16:16 Behold, I will send for many fishers, saith the Lord, and they shall fish them; and after will I send for many hunters, and they shall hunt them from every mountain, and from every hill, and out of the holes of the rocks. 16:17 For mine eyes are upon all their ways: they are not hid from my face, neither is their iniquity hid from mine eyes. 16:18 And first I will recompense their iniquity and their sin double; because they have defiled my land, they have filled mine inheritance with the carcases of their detestable and abominable things. 16:19 O Lord, my strength, and my fortress, and my refuge in the day of affliction, the Gentiles shall come unto thee from the ends of the earth, and shall say, Surely our fathers have inherited lies, vanity, and things wherein there is no profit. 16:20 Shall a man make gods unto himself, and they are no gods? 16:21 Therefore, behold, I will this once cause them to know, I will cause them to know mine hand and my might; and they shall know that my name is The Lord.


Child of God, today I focus on you who comes to church for miracles yet you do not have confident trust in the Lord


Have confident trust in the Lord no matter the situation you are through
Child of God, whatever is happening today is what the law of Moses foresaw. Today you ignore what Christ is doing in us, you uphold your knowledge, feelings, burdens and take worshipping the LORD God as a sacrifice. As a fact, because you come to the LORD God's presence for material desires, for miracles and not to worship Yahweh wholeheartedly and in truth, you find yourself covered with a veil of shame and guilt which make you feel ashamed whenever he the LORD God fails to answer your selfish desires. 

The LORD God never answers your worship expectations for you have thrown away the confident trust in the Lord, you have allowed your bodily desires, envy, anger, hate, selfishness, food, money, identification with pastors, Identification with Churches, family, media, sex, sickness, being tired, restlessness, schedule, and work overtake you and this has distracted you from confidently trusting in the Lord whenever you go to worship. You feel leaving the mentioned distractions so as to invest enough time in worshipping the LORD God as more burdening, disturbing and therefore to you-you feel you are doing the LORD God favour, you feel you lose a lot when you are in his presence, to you it is a big sacrifice. Amazingly you repeat the sacrifices just as was in the old times of Moses again and again, and you don't care, year after year.

Child of God, whenever you are in the presence of the LORD God with a mindset of sacrifice, you will never be provided with perfect or complete cleansing or complete deliverance for you who gets to his presence to worship with such a mindset. Brothers and sisters, obedience to attain mercy from the Lord wins a great reward from the LORD as opposed to selfishness exposed in sacrifice.

Sacrifices never get you delivered, as such you get addicted to all sorts of detestable practices in sacrifices thereof and you find yourself involved in the same sacrifices unceasingly, they become part of you and you are no longer able to have a relationship with the LORD God, your confident trust in the Lord fades away, you get derailed. You are derailed and lost because when you come for worship, you do not come to have a better relationship and understanding of the Lord, you come because you heard the Pastor is anointed, you come because you are tired of your problems and believe in the touch of the Pastor to take them away and not the grace of the Lord- you blindly worship and believe in the Pastor instead of worshipping the LORD God. You go to church, you go to worship because you only want to get from the LORD God and yet you don't confidently trust in the Lord. You go to worship because you saw someone delivered, not because you confidently trust in the Lord. In other words, you are in the presence of the LORD God yet you have come with doubt, such presence the LORD God does not honour and as such, there is no reward for such doubtful presence.      

Child of God come to worship with your burdens, woes, problems, bonds, troubles, sickness. Let not these bonds you come with be the ones that bring you to worship. First, develop confident trust in the Lord, have faith in the Lord. Once you come to worship, in the presence of the LORD God, with confident trust, with faith and no doubt in him, with truth and obedience in his word, with the total surrender of all your desires to the LORD God, With patience and perseverance and with sincerity at heart where you have repented and forgiven all those you have a grudge on, and praying through Christ Jesus, the reward is immediate deliverance or purification or cleansing or you are made completely whole again through Christ Jesus once for all time.    

When you come to the LORD God in total surrender of your desires and your human thoughts or wisdom, fully confidently trusting in the Lord, you get delivered at once for all time and immediately, you feel at peace, you feel at liberty, you feel light, you feel happy, you feel joyful, you develop an urge to serve the Lord and you find that you encourage yourself to follow in the ways of the Lord. On the other, when you come to the presence of the LORD God to test him, to try him, with selfish desires, with prayers and the touch of an anointed man of God through Christ Jesus the LORD may allow you to get delivered in phases and not at once to allow you time to fully trust in the Lord with no doubt, once you remain stubborn even after the phased deliverances, you will never get total deliverance once for all time, in fact, because of your stubbornness you will eventually be covered with a veil that you get overwhelmed with a feeling of guilt, with a feeling of shame and at worst you develop rage, bitterness, your true motive and sin gets exposed for your selfish and doubtful worship desires. You eventually become the demon agent in church, you start backstabbing genuine worshippers that confidently trust in the Lord, calling them all sorts of detestable things, and at worst even calling and relating or comparing the LORD God's servants and believers to servants and followers of the evil one. 

Why feel guilty, Why feel ashamed yet you feel you have been a believer for over 19 years.  Child of God, the pretentious sacrifices put a veil on you that you fail to have a proper relationship with the LORD God, he rejects all your selfish desires and as such the evil one mocks you as the sacrifices remind you of your sin, because of this the opposite happens as opposed to the selfish expectations you had at heart, those selfish desires that brought you for worship in the first place, for you never came to worship the LORD God, you came to worship with no confident trust in the Lord, and because you lack these ingredients in your worship, you are not getting what you expected. You came to worship to get from the Lord- you never came to worship the LORD in truth, in love, you never surrendered all your selfish desires to the Lord, you never obeyed and repented, you never forgave those you have a grudge on. In return, your reward was the opposite of what you expected. In return, you expected riches after worship and instead you never got the reward of increased riches, you never got filled with the fruits of peace, the fruits of joy, you instead got filled with guilt, you never got filled with fruits of sharing in the good news, you never got filled with the fruits of being humble, not even the fruit of eternal life or good health. Instead, the opposite happened, you believed in people, you believed in yourself, you believed in your brains and books instead of confidently putting your trust in the Lord, and day in day out, you were reminded of your sins. 

Child of God, you are guilty because you are sinful, you have not repented, you have not forgiven, you have not confidently trusted in the Lord, you only worship to test the Lord, you worship in doubt. 

Child of God, the LORD God is not pleased with your sacrifices. He does not want nor is he pleased with your body or grain sacrifices and offerings- these were required in the law of Moses and not after the coming of Christ Jesus. believe in the Lord, through the Lord and only through the Lord Christ Jesus is the will of God done; just as written in the scriptures. For Christ Jesus came to do the will of the LORD God. Therefore when you confidently trust in and pray through the Lord, the Lord Christ Jesus cancels the old or first covenant and by his blood, the Lord Christ Jesus immediately establishes the second or new covenant. Child of God, the LORD God wants you to obey him and be holy not by your imperfect sacrifice, by the good and perfect sacrifice of the body of Christ Jesus, once for all time. 



Let us have a look at the two covenants

The first or old covenant or covenant of laws;     

  • The Priest stood and today stands before the altar day after day
  • The Priest offered and today offers detestable sacrifices that could never take away sins 
  • The Priest offered and today offers sacrifices the LORD God is never pleased with
The second or new covenant or covenant by the blood of Christ; 

  • The High Priest Christ Jesus offered and today continues to offer himself to the LORD God for your sake
  • The High Priest Christ Jesus offered and today continues to offer himself as a sacrifice for your sins
  • The High Priest was a good sacrifice accepted, pleasing the LORD God, once for all time. For by just Christ Jesus one offering Christ Jesus perfected forever all those whom he is making holy till today, and the Holy Spirit also testifies of this truth. 
  • By the High priest's sacrifice, the sins were broken off you, and as such Christ Jesus sat and is sitted at the highest place of honour at the LORD God's right hand. 
Child of God, Christ Jesus is now sitted at the right hand of the LORD God. At the right hand of the LORD God, Christ Jesus awaits until his enemies are humbled as a footstool under his feet. Allow and encourage yourself in the Lord so that all your enemies are surrendered to the Lord to be humbled. 

The New Covenant of Christ is testified to by the Holy Spirit; 
  • For by the Holy Spirit the new covenant is made with you, God's people
  • With the new covenant, God's laws are put at you, his people's hearts so you understand the laws
  • With the new covenant, God's laws are also written on you, his people's minds so you obey them
  • and with the new covenant, the LORD God forgets you, his people's sins and all the lawless deeds. 
Child of God, because through Christ Jesus, your sins are forgiven, never offer any more sacrifices, the only one Christ Jesus made is enough for it saved and continues to save you once for all times.  


Never offer any sacrifices, be patient, persevere and hope in the Lord
Child of God, go into the presence of God, with true hearts fully trusting him. The great High priest who rules over us is here. 

Why you have to trust in the Lord. Child of God, it is through Christ Jesus that your evil conscience has been sprinkled, sprinkled with Christ's blood to make you clean. It is through Christ Jesus that now our bodies have been washed, washed with pure water. It is through Christ  Jesus that you are cleansed with no doubt, so hold on tightly to the hope, the hope in Christ Jesus, for it is only through Christ Jesus, that you get to have trust if the LORD God. Once you have total trust in the LORD God, he keeps his promise. Therefore encourage each other as children of God, by keeping to love which is the greatest commandment and keep to good deeds not just for yourselves, rather good deeds for one another. Besides, keep praying unceasingly, do not neglect meeting together more so in church gatherings (some are doing), encourage and warm each other (lift the cold out of each other), especially now that Christ Jesus's day to return again has drawn. Patient endurance is what you need now so that you continue to do the will of the LORD God through Christ Jesus. For in just a little while, Christ Jesus is here, he won't delay. Therefore brothers and sisters, live righteously, live by faith for the LORD has no pleasure in anyone who turns away. Faith assures salvation. 

The LORD is watching you closely, he sees every sin you do wrong in his presence, do not hope to hide from him. He is going to punish you double for all your sins because you have defiled his worship place, you have defiled his people with lifeless images, with the pretence, with doubt, with detestable gods and even worshipping Pastors and believing in them instead of worshipping God and believing in God, and you have filled his inheritance with your evil deeds including going to worship not with the intention of having confident trust in the Lord but rather to test the Lord with doubt on how he can save you from the troubles and woes. Repent, and forgive all you have a grudge on now, and pray unceasingly through Christ Jesus for his mercy.   



     Let's Pray 

Father Yahweh in heaven, as surely as you the LOsRD God lives, you who brought me back from every bond, and brought me back to you from the evil one's presence back to worship you, back from the wrong ways and from all evil places where the evil one had exiled me and other brothers and sisters, for you the Lord Christ Jesus who brings all your people exiled back to your presence, just as you did to my ancestors Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, Lord Christ Jesus today I surrender all my old ways to you, replace the old covenant in which I lived in bonds with the new one which frees me through your blood and body that from today through you Christ Jesus I am free, and I surrender all the evil ones that have been pursuing me to be a humbles as a footstool of your feet. It happens now that through you Christ Jesus, all curses, all covenants with the evil one, all bonds, all demons and wicked spirits be crushed and destroyed by your blood so at this immediate instance I am purified, cleansed and delivered into your hands once for all times. In Christ Jesus Mighty name I have prayed, Amen.  


Thank you, LORD God, thank you, Christ Jesus, thank you Holy Spirit. 






Jude Noah Wakibi
Email: wakibijudenoah@gmail.com 


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